Its really been sometime. The last time i posted was on Sept and now its Oct. The final exams are finally approaching, leaving me with both anticipation and anxiety. I do not know wad will be in for me during that three weeks of papers, but one thing is for sure, it will be a period where divergence of my thinkings and wants will occur. Hmmm, time really flies and today was the last official school day. Thats the end of my tut and lecture life in NJ and as i went through my last few tutorials these last few days, looking at my teachers, it made me wonder y i did not appreciate them in the past. Their contribution to me i must say is very significant, yet in the past all i did was jus complain. Their determination and eagerness to help us really touched me. These few days was also a time where i wondered if i had wasted my life away in normal school days. Only when knowing its nearing the end, ppl choose to queue up lesson after lesson to ask ques, a phenomenal occurance in my class and has nv happened before till now. As my final weeks as an official NJian pass by me, all i have to say is i have many regrets, yet many things to thank for. Many times misjudged, but still i have my fair share of recognition. Many complaints, but revolving our actions and lives around things we do not like added to the fun. The amazing and enjoyable thing that will make me miss the school is not the school itself, but the friends around me that walk through the difficult times with me around unhappy moments in school, making life so much more interesting.
